Chapter 5

Claire stared at Ethan's message until her screen went dark.
I know you're looking through old clips.
He could have guessed, she told herself. The police had asked about recordings. Anyone might assume she'd check the monitor. But the warning felt less like a guess than an instruction, the kind he'd given when they were alone after a family argument.
She turned off notification previews and called Detective Brooks instead of replying.
"I want him to stop telling me what I remember," Claire said.
Brooks asked to receive the complete message thread. "And don't delete anything, even if it makes you uncomfortable about your own decisions. A timeline is useful because it contains the ordinary days too."
Those ordinary days were Claire's weakness. She had kept taking photographs of Wren against a measuring blanket, documenting ounces of milk and minutes of sleep, but she hadn't asked why Margaret seemed to know the baby's feeding schedule better than Ethan did.
The next morning Claire met Brooks at the house with a uniformed officer and a victim-services advocate. Ethan was at work; he had agreed through the investigator not to attend. Claire carried Wren in a secured infant carrier, then accepted Tessa's offer to wait outside with her. She needed both hands free.
Claire stood on the threshold and noticed details she had never bothered to memorize: the tiny chip under the sink, a loose screw on the towel rail, a faint smudge at shoulder height on the doorframe. Her eyes moved over them as though one could tell her which moment was the beginning of the crime. The advocate gently reminded her that she did not have to solve the scene herself. Claire stepped back and let the officer work, resisting the instinct to make herself useful in a room that had already demanded too much from her.
The white bathroom looked offensively clean. The toilet lid was closed. The plunger had been collected for examination, leaving a pale rectangle in the dust near the wall.
"It doesn't feel like my house," Claire said.
"You don't have to rush," the advocate replied.
Claire walked to the nursery. Above the door handle was a small brass slide bolt. Its screws were brighter than the painted doorframe, and the top screw sat at an angle.
"That wasn't there before Wren was born."
Brooks photographed the hardware, its location, and the marks around it. The bolt would allow someone in the hall to keep the door closed from outside. Claire remembered once pulling on the door and hearing a metallic click before it opened.
"Ethan told me the wood had swollen," she said.
In the laundry cabinet beneath a stack of towels, Claire found a crumpled receipt for a brass slide bolt, purchased three weeks earlier at the neighborhood hardware store. She showed it without touching it further. The officer photographed where it lay and collected it according to procedure.
There was another receipt folded inside: key duplication, two copies.
Claire had never agreed to give Margaret a house key. Ethan had assured her that the only spare was in a lockbox they both controlled.
The officer asked who could access the cabinet. "Ethan and I. Margaret does laundry when she visits, even after I ask her not to."
Back in the kitchen, Claire opened a drawer to retrieve her child's pediatric records. Instead she found a yellow sticky note stuck to the underside of a folder.
Move bottle photos to shared drive. Check dates before showing E.
There was no signature. The handwriting looked like Margaret's compact, careful print. Claire had seen it on holiday cards for years.
"Bottle photos?" Brooks asked.
Claire thought of Thursday's cleaner-smelling bottle. She had taken a photograph and sent it to Ethan with a message saying she was throwing it away. His reply had been, Good call. I'll handle Mom.
But there had been no conversation afterward. There never was when Ethan promised to handle Mom.
The advocate offered Claire a chair. Claire remained standing, looking at the nursery doorway across the hall.
Someone had fitted a bolt. Someone had duplicated keys. Someone had been organizing photographs of the kinds of mistakes new parents fear most.
And for the first time, Claire understood that she had not simply overlooked a series of accidents. She had been encouraged to overlook them.
When the officer asked whether she wanted a break, Claire said she wanted five minutes to photograph the room as it looked now, under their direction. She did not want to rely on anyone else's recollection of the house again.
"I want everything documented," she told Brooks.
"That's what we're doing."
Claire's phone buzzed. An email had arrived from an address she didn't recognize, with a subject line that made her knees weaken.
May you like
Concerning your recent request for voluntary custody counseling.
She had never requested custody counseling.